hey all the best to those taking O's and N's, really feel for you guys! but im sure you all are thinking what a sucker i am for not taking O's, that you all are right and all. we shall wait and see huh? i think i've been through the worst 3 days of my life, emotionally. but the matter is disclosed , so unfortunately i cant say it here. i think i've never felt that way i felt 3 days ago before in my life. sometimes i think and ask myself what did i ever do to deserve this. it made me lesser of a man when the agreement was made. my body clock is screwed, i've been sleeping at 4-5am every night and waking up at 2-3pm. i think it will soon lead to a sleeping disorder, which makes me unable to sleep for the rest of my life, then ill be happy! because i can savior every minute of my life.dam tmrw i have to go back to school for 'A' maths, i hate it because i have no talent in it. god bless her

ohhhhh, why u feel so sad?

depression at its highest! some ask for too much, some are unreasonable with what they ask for. today was o's for CL B, what a joke! why do they have exams for the disowned chinese people. doesnt make sense does it? its not even counted as a subject for fucks sake.i think "the great escape" is a kick ass good song and means alot as well. how i wish i could make the great escape with her. but would it even last that long? stay tuned folkes

a sudden thought burst into light

ya la ya la my blog boring la, what the fuck you expect? im a noob cake at this ok? i'd pay to have someone pro to help me in this, change skins, add tagboard without making all links and profile disappear. its 1.33am according to my comp, and im supposed to wake up at 6.30am for gym training. and guess what..i dont plan to sleep dokes! i was lying in bed, trying to knock out, when suddenly a thought came into my head, maplestory. random rite? but i was thinking how it would be fun to go back home everyday and look forward to training the charac. to a high lvl. so rite now im waiting for the patcher to finish Dwnloading and im off. btw, i had a hit and run today. i was speeding with my bike and i crashed head to head with this old dude doing some exercise in the park. he was bleeding in the nose and scratched in the arms, while i was on the ground faking an injury! haha but he started scolding la, na bei cb kanina fuck u all that shit you could possibly hear from a cheena beng. so i cycled off and he shouted "eh u cant just ride off like that" then his friend tried to chase me, but my Giant Boulder proved too fast. im so proud of it. but the side of my head is aching badly now, blood forced trauma! haha. her phone keeps on getting confiscated, which makes our communication so limited. i wish her bapak could be more understanding. what a long post! it ends here

help leh

eh fuck la now wth happened to my links and profile. why got nothing. who can help? it all disappeared when i was doing a cbox thing. someone help me

zzzz

its sooooooooo boring, im in need of fun medicine. i was supposed to play battlefield with the jumpers but i think i fell sick overnight. took cefiro out for a spin with simon, but only for a little while. its only 5.30 now and im writing this post, shows how frigin bored i am. all the other buddies are studying for N's. thats the down side of my school i suppose. like when im holidaying, their studying. send me and angel of fun god! slumber party with danny!

karma

heard of the saying what goes around comes around? how true is it? i really would love to know. personal experiences are welcome. is it worth it to put so much effort into something and have a bad thing thrown right back into your face? not good huh. fussy for a smooth life? karma's not for you baby! besides this, went to buy some new clothes at RI. my mums the best!

out with sam

i hate waking up early! i could hardly sleep last night, i may have insonmia! haha no not really but this lack of sleep thing is really getting to me. anyway one of you got tips on how to counter this? anyway i had to go to school for Cl B lessons. Sam and i went out to watch a movie, The Magic Gourd. its a chinese show. suprising for 2 Cl B students to be watching this! we finally had the whole cinema to ourselves. dont let your minds go astray! just finished a gaming session with Sa Bei (danny), and i learnt quite alot from his team members. i hope to play with him in a competition one day. its still early so let the gaming begin! ciaos!

leaving for east coast park soon! i going to cycle there, and i can see her! she said her parents are coming? good or bad? ill try and impress them if thier there though. today i woke up early for classes again. Media managment was the topic today, and i was practically dosing off into dreamland half of the time. i got her LP tickets for her birthday present in advance. Im going to LP with SAM wooohooo.

tickets!

after hearing that the LP tickets were selling fast, especially the 148 ones, a text message was on its way to the woman who has it all. MUM! she came back home after work with 2 tickets to LP, the 148 ones! omg once again im gonna see them! to those who are going make sure you tell me yea? we could meet and go in together. the day was simple, pre AUT classes at 10 (snooze) and after that went to watch some 19th gate of hell movies. really weird, dont bother watching it unless you like to see people sending smses.

simple

what a simple day, wake up late, eat lunch, play games, nothing could be simpler. the only highlight was going into the boxing ring with her once again over a silly matter. loves is like that?? im touched when she tears, but she doesnt have to tear to touch me. problems aside, had training with simon with some primary school kids. It was so FUCKING HOT today at the reservoir. had a milo godzilla, then cycled home for dinner. had a rave with my parents about my dyed hair, again. tmrw im going to dye it back, so no more nice hair for me! ciaos

what an awesome day! slept till 3pm, god it felt good! FFAF was playing at 8pm so i had 5 hours to game and prepare myself for the gig. glass pavillion is such a small area, like only 500 people could fit in there. its kind of like a toilet bowl. weird. well the whole day i couldnt keep in contact with her because of sms overshooting. but i trust anyway. AVA played and i didnt even know! goddammit. bought 2 shirts, one for me one for sherm. sad sad sherm got N's so he's so restricted. back to the concert.. it was awesome! when they played roses for the dead i swear i got high for a moment. i got injured! argh my shin is bruised and so is my wrist. ok overall the concert was awesome, but i cant wait for LP to come in november. bet it'll be better. ciaos

hurry!

C'mon Griselda hurry up! this blog needs help, im sure everyone agrees. i dont mean to bug you but this is urgent. its a friday and i managed to see her for about 15mins, which is unsatisfying. i need her more, more and more everyday. she broke my heart again that time, but nothing beats a forgiving heart like mine:) my thick brown/ash fur on top of my head is giving me problems with the school. what the fuck is going on? blaming me for having an attitude problem because of the color? and those fucking juniors, use my name and set me as an example on why they can have colored hair! puki mak la.


ILOVESAMANTHA

constructing a blog

Acknowledgements to Griselda for helping me get this shit right! this system is wack! what the hell am i suppose to do about those adds on the home page? will some one help me out? Im a 1st timer at this blog, so much assistance is needed! at the moment, no long posts shall be done since the blog is incomplete. I LOVE SAMANTHA HO!

this is a test!

hey testing please, first time im doing up a blog. IM NOT EMO! And i LOVE SAM