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New year, crap starts. I have finally crossed into field which is overwhelmed by SHIT. yes. SHIT, becaause everynight at 7.30pm, i have to be in woodlands, and school for 2 hours. and occasionally i have to do the same shit in the morning. i wish i was mainstream, just like simon. or be in a polytechnic, like ben, celine, or even naresh.
i bought a couple ring set, and its really nice, cause its so simple. im a man of simplicity, but i can get fancy if i wanna! anyway, me n sam almost argued till kabooommm! all because of the rings. its my fault anyway, since i rushed into buying the ring instead of waiting for her. she wanted those really thick ones which looks like a nut, as in 'nuts and screws'. hardware nut not eating nut. but i took the slim one, simple! anyway all matters solved already and i had it engraved yesterday afternoon.
i caught a bad cough after drinking too much martell that night, 150 bucks to open sial. this fuck ass cough has been bugging the crap out of me everysingle minute, i cant even train the small kids cos of this.
my spanish class has also begun! im into lesson 3 now and i know how to converse in really really simple spanish. the hard thing about this language is that it must be spoken really fast or its not spanish at all. like those hot latina mommas in a show, and then suddenly they start cursing or ramping some spanish stuff dam quickly. yea thats how its suppose to be done.
i also need some advice on my computer connection, when my sis connects to the wireless with her notebook. (i use the desktop which connects by LAN), it slows down everything on my computer. i have a fuking 5 second delay in dota, and one friendster page takes 2 mins to load. I need help because im a vegetable without my daily dose of dota.
alright ending here, hope u fucktarts keep reading although i hardly post.

merry...x....m...as

hey hey nice day today? blogging while a delicious dinner is being prepared. about..4 hours and 15 mins till christmas, excited over the presents! im like a little kid, still excited about it. haha, one thing different is that i dont hang the stalkings anymore for santa to do his thang, then freeload milk and cookies from my fridge, and then ciao from my front door. what a bloke. i worked on christmas eve! hooray for me, the shop should credit me for that! i opened the fucking store for them at 8.30am. busy day with lots of chio bu, but who cares, i have sam! she came back from her holiday and it made me feel so happy! if only she was here to spend jesus's birthday with me, then we could cut jesus a cake with 2007 candles on it. wow super huge cake. ok enough of being lame. time to dota for about 20 mins, then ill leave the game cos the dudes will be here. ciaos

HOLY FUCK

guess who's back? back again. Chris is back, now blogging, guess who's back( repeat).
fuck its been what? 2 months plus since i did a post? suddenly had a KICK to do this, cos im bored, and im waiting for sam to come online. she's in thailand btw. oooh, my girlfriend is a traveller, so cuuuute. ok lets recap the highlights of the past 2 months.

November:
LP concert was a fucking blast! i went there with sam and i guess she loved it too. its was my birthday gift to her. LP tickets! i cant believe i bought it and waited for 1 bloody month till it came. such patience deserves credit.

There was her birthday/ graduation chalet which I and 3 other guys organised at safra resort. i had a room all to myself with her! (IDEAS). who gives a fuck about what you think? its my relationship...haha. im sure she enjoyed herself. in addition to her tickets, i bought her a really cool river island wallet. it had snake skin designs on it! i also brought out a chocolate truffle cake to suprise her! and 20 over ppl sang for her! hooray sam!

Prom night:
My first ever live band performance. i ran down to the 7-11 to buy 2 E-33s. i wanted to get a little tipsy so that i wouldnt get a nervous breakdown on stage. but wrong move asswipe! i fucking missed some bars during 'the river'.but for the first time i didnt screw up the solo! the whole prom was not a failure, in fact many ppl guessed it would be a total wash out. but there was fucking cool dancing at the end of it. ppl i never knew who would dance, actually danced! clubbing style! if i can recall, dom and nazri had to squeeze into my fucking puny room because they had no form of transport to go home. so they stayed over. and i had to work the fukin next day. can u believe it. FUCK YOU RI.

December:

This month is not yet complete, christmas in 4 days time and new year soon! not many chain of events this month, but heres one..

MCR: ''mcr sucks live.'' ''dont waste your money going for the concert cos gerard sucks live''
To these people: FUCK YOU JEALOUS CUNTS ( followed by 2 elbow strikes, courtesy of simon). , they did not suck 1 bit, it was a concert for fukin hardcore ppl as the whole crowd floor was mad! bleeding girls! fainting dudes. bare bodied hotties ( thats me, thats me!) ok no la kidding. but it was fuking awesome. i think helena was the best song they played, upset that they didnt play thank you for the venom, but heck, 95 bucks for this gig was worth it. SOMEONE was supposed to go with me but that fella backed out because of CERTAIN reasons. but that aint my prob, u missed the concert of the year.

Oh no its 12.23am and she still isnt online. maybe if i wait abit more, she'll suprise me by signing on. whats my wish for the new year? ( is there such thing as a christmas wish?) if yes, then i wish i could be with her forever! <3U4EVA FTW!!!

notice how my dates are screwed up? it shows one day earlier, so when you read, make sure you add 1 day to it and viola. this post is for today and yesterday. yesterday was a fukin drag, practice was ok, but i was fucking tired. i had to wake up at 7.30am, and i slept at 4am. so after practice, we went to central kopitiam to sleep. all of us were flat! we then decided to go back to the studio and sleep in the spare room. you see, the studio belongs to eddys parents, so we can do whatever we want in there. today, sunday. woke up at 3pm and met simon at 4.30. we went to penin to alter our jeans. he brought me to this cool place where it overlooks the river and fullerton is infront of it. ill bring my girl there next time. thanks for the spot simon. my sis just came back from melbourne, and while me and my mom were waiting for her, i requested that i go on a holiday with my friends. no parents, and she said yes! so where should we go? HK? Thailand? Perth?

yessss i finally got that sleep i wanted. 3am-2pm, what a godly rest, but still cant beat danny's 18 hour sleep! there's a song im addicted to, 'apologise', i dont know why. boring day, had to go and train the small kids and bedok reservoir, and god it was fucking hot. id like to be called tofu from now on. its just makes me feel good. im not white, and im not flabby or squishy, im rock solid ok!, haha but i just like it as tofu. my love life is really taking a dive into oblivion, its so difficult to get it on course. i hope that she is reading this, and realise that she's got to cut me some slack. we couldnt even go out yesterday. someone was supposed to hang out with me today, but we lost contact. and now i've got to ammend my errors tonight with her, so i've got to sacrifice gaming with danny, but its for a good cause =). dammit tmrw practice at 9am, no more godly sleep for me...

he eyed the seafood fried rice, prawns looking at him, the small little rice grains at his mercy...

hey all the best to those taking O's and N's, really feel for you guys! but im sure you all are thinking what a sucker i am for not taking O's, that you all are right and all. we shall wait and see huh? i think i've been through the worst 3 days of my life, emotionally. but the matter is disclosed , so unfortunately i cant say it here. i think i've never felt that way i felt 3 days ago before in my life. sometimes i think and ask myself what did i ever do to deserve this. it made me lesser of a man when the agreement was made. my body clock is screwed, i've been sleeping at 4-5am every night and waking up at 2-3pm. i think it will soon lead to a sleeping disorder, which makes me unable to sleep for the rest of my life, then ill be happy! because i can savior every minute of my life.dam tmrw i have to go back to school for 'A' maths, i hate it because i have no talent in it. god bless her

ohhhhh, why u feel so sad?

depression at its highest! some ask for too much, some are unreasonable with what they ask for. today was o's for CL B, what a joke! why do they have exams for the disowned chinese people. doesnt make sense does it? its not even counted as a subject for fucks sake.i think "the great escape" is a kick ass good song and means alot as well. how i wish i could make the great escape with her. but would it even last that long? stay tuned folkes